I don’t know who to send this to

Tired, tired, tired. Wanting rest and then when I do it strikes, when I’m done it doesn’t…

Trying to find hope where time exists

And don’t know,

I forgive, quickly, and I’m tired of forgetting

I’m so tired I forget to remember to balance

And I’m not here

I’m here

Somewhere

Here

Or here

And find

Someone do it

I can’t anymore

Just pull the trigger you keep making me run away from

Except

Maybe you could miss

I don’t know how much longer I can believe I’d want you to

Why don’t you ever find me

And just fire from the wilderness instead

You’ve drawn my line so many times

When I just wanted peace

Who

The heck

Are you

And stop

You can’t