New glasses
– Medication
– Gym membership (maybe)
– Computer repair
– Return library book
– Print additional resumes
– Attend group at church
– Attend seminar at community job centre
– Finish painting
– Submit job applications
– Prepare for interviews
– Charge quartz crystals (GW2)
– Eat
– Shower
– Wash clothes
– Keep in touch with friends
– Keep in touch with recruiters (Rob, Amy)
– File taxes
– Update internet password
– Update internet plan
– Pay phone bill
– Pay rent
– Pay power bill
– Pay internet bill
– Practice memory games
– DO this stuff
– Call grandparents
– Write daily journal
– Go for walks
– Smoke
– Eat eggs
– Drink redbull type drinks
You want icecream right now
– Exercise
– Watch TV
– Listen to the news
– Read a new book
– Loook up schedule for the job centre
– Attend a job fair
– Email some of my closer contacts to ask them about open positions
– Find out about new job search boards
– Get some rest
– Finish the dishes
– Lock the doors
– Check the mail
– Attend church
– Watch Wednesday Prayer
– Prepare for small group on Friday
– Vacuum
– Sweep
– Put clothes away
– Read bible
– Get printer ink
– Do a puzzle
– Play wow
– Connect with Wow friends
– Sell paintings
– Give away old unused items
– Do a random act of kindness
– Get lightbulbs
– Put in maintenance requests for work to be done in building and apartment
– Wash bathroom
– Urinate
– Shit
– Ejaculate
– Clean ears
– Buy shampoo
– Talk to self in mirror
– Listen to music
– Work on side business
– Home renovation
– How to do all this stuff with the time I got when I’m not motivated?
– Charge headset
– Charge phone
– Replace mouse battery
– Write book
– Come up with answers to common interview questions
– Sit and mull
– Call crisis line
– Scavenge for items people leave behind
– Play CDs
– Get CDs from library
– Watch porn
– Message sister
– Buy gifts for family
– Clean closet
– Donate used clothes
– Replace items for doing the above
– Bargain shop
– Water plants
– Visit plant store
– Put away dishes
– Hang and put away clothes
– Fluff pillows
– Make bed
– Search internet for ideas
– Email self
– Connect with new people on linkedin
– Update resume
– Update cover letter
– Think about the past
– Worry
– (-No daydreaming)
– Muse
– Roleplay
– Search for inspiration
– Cry
– Get angry
– Pace the floors
– Call someone I know to talk to them
– Vape
– Listen to upstairs neighbours
– Bang on walls
– Bang on floor
– Bang on ceiling
– Spill things
– Cook pasta dinner
– Talk to google device
– Talk to portal device
– Talk to self
– Mumble
– (-don’t spit)
– Type
– Write emails to self
– Write to do lists
– Play connect the dots
– Rearrange furniture
– Contemplate life
– Contemplate death
– Contemplate magic
– Contemplate previous family history
– Think about old proverbs
– Think about symbolism
– Pronounce thoughts in head
– Fight against self doubt
– Work on ambitions for the future
– Think about all the good things I’ve done or that have happened to me
– Practice being mindful of friends and neighbours
– Give ammo to young boys that are bored
– Have phone sex
– Sext
– Cause trouble in the hallways (in a subtle retractable manner)
– Spin in chair
– Dance
– Look around at apartment and how beautiful it is
– Smirk
– Turn around and see the world outside is okay weather wise
– Overthink words and their meanings
– Invent new ways to look at things
– Remember previous loves
– Delete and retrace things that I’ve regretted
– Send messages to old flings
– Create new thoughts in my head about positivity
– Hang up coats and hats
– Find things I didn’t know I had
– Move around the artwork in my apartment
– Smell things in my apartment
– Fart
– Burp
– Listen to my gut
– Whisper sweet nothings in my ear
– Argue with the frustrating things I hear in music
– Smile when someone says something nice to me
– Encourage others through kind words
– Tap on keyboard
– Give away and then pick up items I own that I should keep for sentimental reasons
– Take clothes laying outside to the donation bin
– Take out the garbage
– Look at the racoons eating out of the garbage
– Predict if neighbours are outside
– Sing
– Play with lighter fire
– Buy stuff at the stores I like
– Overspend
– Look at financial plan
– Try finding ways to save money
– Suffer in silence
– Acting normal
– Contemplate finishing this list soon
– Repurpose items that haven’t been used in a while
– Put glasses on
– Put glasses down on table only to lose them again
– Make coffee
– Make tea
– Drink milk
– Boil water in kettle for soup
– Buy nespresso cups for coffee machine
– Make toast
– Eat honey
– Buy margarine
– Replenish eggs
– Cook perogies
– Wash pans and coriander
– Use spices on food
– Hoarde gifts for later in life for my nieces
– Online shopping
– Watch the time go by
– Listen to the clock
– Wash the tea towels
– Wash the bath towels
– Throw items into garbage that are useless for me
– Donate money to charity
– Talk to stuffed animals
– Hug animals
– Say sweet or kind things to friendly neighbourhood pets
– Turn lights on or off
– Imagine what life could be if it were simpler
– Find my virtues
– Find my values
– Assert my values
– Fall prey to life’s temptations
– Fix mistakes
– Regret
– Double think
– Race
– Hear new sounds
– Watch the cars go by
– Listen to building bustle
– Nod head
– Doze off
– Fuck something up
– Fuck someone
– Repeat?
– Invent again
– Smoke again
– Regret
– Wow
– GW2
– Lose track of thoughts
– Improvise
– Sit
– Pay attention to surroundings
– Pray for life
– Hear the music
– Conjure purpose
– Wonder what to do with the present
– Wonder if the past affects the present
– Lose track of internal thought
– Pull internal thought back
– Wonder when to stop
– Get tired
– Feel body noises and feelings
– Overpush
– Overclock
– Make more mistakes
– Sttttttooooooppppppppppp.
– Remember to add something to list whist making some mistakes
– Accept imperfection
– Turn head
– Remember that my vape needs charged soon
– Wonder why I started this list
– Perfect opportunity to talk to something or someone
– Typing is some relief because of my computer usage being quite high this week. I’m trying to turn it into a perfect way to end the night but that means I will contemplate death and onwards because I didn’t stop at the most opportunite time. The thought changes back to time, and I lose or choose to ignore it. The internet is watching me sometimes, of course, that’s AI or whatnot, and I wish that there was some more income and growth in my life, and that the people surrounding me would be as blessed as sometimes I have felt. I am thankful for the chances I have and do take everyday to make myself into a better person, and I pray that going forward I would put my mind towards more positive interaction, calming repose, and also potentially that I will seize the future opportunities (i mean, if they’re safe for me). I know risk, change, growth and capitulization are important, and God has shown me that everyday I do more than I realize, and that means I have to choose positively and proactively as well how I will lead myself and others into a better self.
– I can’t do everything in one day, and there’s a lot more I’ve done that I can’t even add to this list because it would be eternally endless – but I know that with the power I have, I will continue to make all the necessary choices to survive.
God makes it possible, I make it happen.
Cheers,
Matthew
P.S. I love you
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