Maybe I quit

God & cigarettes both.

Maybe because,

I wove them together,

And they are two

Very, if not the most,

Powerful forces on earth.

Maybe freedom comes,

When you finally mature,

And you decide to give them both

Up.

There’s so many motifs here, and I can see them hidden, but surely as I write today, I have truly given. All my good grace, my humility and praise, to the one I loved from the start, and that’s why I’m gay.

Matt

This two day jump, one day back, one day forward, then a hack. And then restart, and then unlivid, and then the future, then the divide.

And so I say, either way.

I added earth,

To my prayers, that day.