Why the sphere of despair

When all is fine,

Yet you know that it’s not.

The timebomb lurks,

In my mailbox of fear,

And though I’ve no recourse,

I avoid like it’s mere,

And surely who reads,

A mature little voice,

To say I’ve got years,

Of utter remorse.

It feels like when,

I say it over too,

To a person in time,

For twenty and a few,

It happens again,

They steal it and sell it,

Like a pure white weapon.

And I could wash and retry,

Or purely give up,

I’m getting nearer to where,

I stopped giving a fuck.

And though it’s all true,

What I’ve written here,

It’s taken a miracle,

Just to come clear.

And so whoever it is,

I hear screaming each day,

I relax you to apologize,

I did it my way.

And thoughts so invisible,

Like they draw a fine line,

Between I’m almost homeless,

After three dimes.

And solely I assure you,

I’m trying real hard,

I’ve worked pushed and faught it,

And can’t catch that break,

But maybe I will,

If we calm the lake,

The busses and cars, the trains and the planes,

The silence gets maddening,

And I know your name.

Today is the 4th, of the 11th, well when,

I succumbed over,

A dollar or then,

Wow that’s the past,

When time meets that force,

The pills that I take,

And the ensuing new wave,

The walk of a lifetime,

Just a month or two late,

And if it could be,

I’d write this once more,

I’d say that love is a virtue,

Of always needing more.

No doubt inside,

I’m truly so hiding,

A curse of the ages,

That seeds it’s residing.

And only today,

I’ll stop it in 12.

I can’t find the time,

Since sound and light do not have a fine speed,

Everything I know,

But nothing in weed.

Clearly one is twenty too, so let’s just fight it, after you dictate a time to rewind the clock to a time where it wasn’t stopped.

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