The sin stick

It makes you sacrifice

It makes you sweat

It makes you panic

It makes you fret

Sometimes you worry

You can’t remember

Then there’s trains

And sometimes Heather

Sometimes there’s memory

Attached to receptors

A dendritic post

Of perfect weather

And sometimes remorse

Usually pain

And I am through

I won’t do it again.

Because I did,

I continue to write,

Each day and eve,

Because you’re right

There’s echo of lapses

And time in a shell,

But that stupid thing,

Put me through

To an interruption of flow

And signals and rhyme

And maybe this one

Was the perfect time

So that I won’t delete

Or runaway,

From everything I did

5 hours away

And solely I can’t prove the between

But you and me,

We’ve always seen,

That I’ve never wanted to,

Do it clean.

And save yourself,

Don’t pick it up,

The bridge is too heavy

Life ran amok,

And you because – you’ll want to haunt me,

I choose your fear is not the potty.

But you because

I’m alone in here

With double double triple sneer

And maybe mom

You’re timing me

Because last Thanksgiving,

I wasn’t me.

So now how many,

How many trains,

How many missed ones,

How many brains,

Does it take to tell you that,

I also feel the heart attack.

And when I stop,

To reflect and sing,

I realize that,

Nobody is probably listening.

It dotday closure perfect composure singing off for life and dawn

And should you ask what I am doing,

I’m regretting for never suing. A guy who truly took advantage of me, And left me

Good day

And ok.

This is the mind.

Whatever you are now,

Truly. Just mind your own

Sanity.

Vanity and Family. And then I remembered,

Either way. I’m damned forever. The only things inside this head, are echos of time lost

unsaid.

I could I woulda, but I shoulda knot.

And before the bee, I said you lot. And maybe there’s too many

I hope you forgot to curse the other way.

Because I can’t do it this day.

See I wove it all out too.

Love, I’m tired of avoiding you.

Create the space you did and then,

Life began rehidden then

There’s a huge derailment awaiting you,

If you wait for you to choose the things you did undone for you.

It’s just that there are holy gaps.

And black reminders of the facts.

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