There was another post or two I had hidden from you. I didn’t upload it because it sang, and I had not the time to ring.
I’ll restart the blog and unclear the anger, retoast it one last time. I’ll clean the dirt and open the doors, and let it be alone.
Unfortunately, there’s nought to say, it’s just a rainy day. But in the hell I’ve been living in, I’ve learned a lot today.
I know the internet is a dark filled place, seen through challenged lights. And with a glance at the unknown, I ask it for the time.
Sadly I sit here all alone, but not wanting it to ring. I write a lot I have not sent, and wrote a lot to you. With ever a diligent thought in mind, I knew it not or through. In the depth of these libraries, the mind and the vanes, there’s blood in me I see. I know that timing’s sometimes off, and rather caught it be. I’m not a priest, I’m not a saint, but there’s gotta be an end. It’s not today, as I always say, but I need to make the bend. Wherever I go, and wherever I am, I’m home with all the mind. Perhaps you see it, perhaps you don’t, but I know that I’m probably wrong. I could actually be right, I could actually be, free is not today’s word for me. There’s got to be another. There’s always another day. That’s okay. Wistful thinking doesn’t really last, but there’s a job to do. With open eyes and open ears, the sleep evades us all – and in the dark or in the light, it’s not that safe to fall.
I’m okay. I really am, believe it or not. It’s just been a few dark years. Or less, or more. I just am very thankful to have the space, to be myself and all.
Technoverte, out.
Just gonna make a normal, business website or something. Who knows. Maybe I’ll just do my own job for a change.
