About time

~ Clear

  1. 1:54 PM]Clearwaters: It’s like I’m standing on a flaming bridge, staring into clear waters, and I have a choice, I can die by fire, or jump, and risk the landing… at least there’s no fish or other wildlife to eat me if I survive the fall. And hell – I know how to swim… that was the edge
  2. [2:00 PM]Clearwaters: The thing I’ve learned about taking leaps of faith, two things really: one, know where you’re leaping to and gauge the situation. Two, there’s always another leap you have to take once you’ve taken one, you sort of get addicted to the adrenaline. It’s better just to hearth
  3. [2:01 PM]Clearwaters: Three, if you ash out into the water, then you can sort of prevent the fire from happening in the first place.
  4. [2:02 PM]Clearwaters: It seems they will never stop selling cigarettes, no matter how much I want them to.
  5. [2:03 PM]Clearwaters: SO I guess the problem is me. I have to stop buying them. That’s basically supply and demand for ya anyway
  6. [2:04 PM]Clearwaters: 4 left – one for god, one for jesus, one for satan, and one for me to break
  7. [2:07 PM]Clearwaters: I smoked one, no idea which it was. And that’s life for Clear
  8. [2:08 PM]Clearwaters: Should watch the TV show “THE PREACHER” with me. Weirdly good shit. I’m enjoying it but for someone with an addictive, malleable personality, It does tend to go to the head. Guess it’s going to be Disney for me in theory
  9. [2:09 PM]Clearwaters: Too bad the sapphire broke in MANIFEST
  10. [2:09 PM]Clearwaters: Should’ve ordered a diamond I guess
  11. [2:09 PM]Clearwaters: End scene
  12. [2:10 PM]Clearwaters: Somewhere in between the deleting adds up to a lot of stress, but I auto-matt-ically do it and then resolve the issues after I’ve fucked up another 20-40 more
  13. [2:11 PM]Clearwaters: Compound interest
  14. [2:12 PM]Clearwaters: End then the blade dulls, and I choose the next ledge to find for a while – until the pain gets too much to bear so I finally want to jump again
  15. [2:13 PM]Clearwaters: Pretty sure I’ve struck out 3 times and I’ve been sitting in the extra innings waiting for the game to finally come to a close for a while
  16. [2:13 PM]Clearwaters: That or I’ve been doing a lot of walking in my mind and I’m tired of balls hitting me 🙂
  17. [2:17 PM]Clearwaters: Guess the answer for me is 3, not 42. That’s how old she was when I met her
  18. [2:18 PM]Clearwaters: Had 45 dollars in savings. Never got an answer, and we all get older at the same rate. But life starts everytime someone is met
  19. [2:20 PM]Clearwaters: $22.50, that’s basically the average price of my hour these days. Or the cumulative total of a day’s sin
  20. [2:22 PM]Clearwaters: 2.5 left – because I like men
  21. [2:22 PM]Clearwaters: Good show too, funny, dorky. Saw that one a few times.
  22. [2:23 PM]Clearwaters: It’s Monday here tomorrow Astro – I’ll remember to take those meds tonight. As the goodbye starts, that’s how I begin.
  23. [2:24 PM]Clearwaters: So yeah, a little perfect and a little overtime. Usually how it goes.
  24. [2:24 PM]Clearwaters: Consequence.
  25. [2:28 PM]Clearwaters: Gay – God – Cigarettes – Delusion – TV – Marriage – Business Metaphor – Baseball – Similie – Money – Sin – Cigarette – TV reference – Medication – Work – Truth – Resolution
  26. [2:29 PM]Clearwaters: Freebie
  27. [2:31 PM]Clearwaters: Time to draw the line.
  28. [2:32 PM]Clearwaters: Thanks to whoever read this – if it gets deleted I’m sorry, if it was seen, I’m sorry too.
  29. [2:32 PM]Clearwaters: Water
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