Thanksgiving 2023 recourse?

I mean I earned a good day and a couple bucks, so what the hell. I don’t know what I’m trying to say really. I felt 20 again which was fun. Reality is though I have more experience than a 20 year old and that has benefits and consequences. Then again so does being 20 does’n’t it…
The kicker was that I was doing the right things, seeing people do the wrong things, doubting if I was doing the right things, getting told I’m doing the wrong things, correctly doing the right things again so the guy doing the wrong thing learns to do the right things. Get me?
I just don’t know. I definitely had a lot of stimulation. Made a few connections, a few faux pas. I’m eager to start another day. I just don’t want to take meds and sleep. There is definately withdrawl like stuff sorta going on though. I’m cold,… I’m crying sort of, I’m cold…
There is so much to say and feel. I have written so many unsent text messages throughout my life but today I feel like I am really at a peak.
Honestly though, I didn’t know how else to cope. I just really wanted to stay on that high. I guess it’s just my nature. Anyone’s. I guess I was really just, really am, really just wanting … another high. That’s our life. Lives.
I honestly felt like a million bucks yesterday but earned basically nothing. Lol.
Time to get to work and to change this website into something productive!